abandoned

my blog has been abandoned for two months...two whole month

It's april? What the freak? how did that happen. It has been a long, long few months.

Everytime i turn on my computer to write, something just holds me back.

i missed the entire month of love!

and now march madness has passed as well.

so this month i will be better. i'm coming back! i swear.

here are a few of the things i meant to blog about but never got around to...

Mckay's funeral.

It was really hard to go to the funeral, but it was a very good healing experience for all of us that went. A few friends from our freshman ward all drove together and it felt good to have them there as support. The service was very special and There were also a few other ppl from our freshman ward that showed up. Our old bishopric came as well, it was neat to see them again. Here is an excerpt from one of mckay's last letters to his family that was shared in the program that i thought was very special:

"I love you guys so so much. I miss you tons too but things are the best the way they are. Enjoy life and high school while you still can. You only get to once. Don't mess it up or let it slip by like i did. Be Bold!!! Love, Elder Mckay Burrows"

I am so glad that I had the opportunity to know and love Mckay Burrows. He was one of my closest friends freshman year at BYU. The Gospel is such a blessing in my life, i don't know what i would do without the knowledge of the Plan of Salvation and the comfort to know that he is in a better place.

february was fun. i went to disneyland for president's weekend with eric and his brother andrew. it was sooo crowded, but we had fun anyway.

hANNA.

March was fun too. fairly average. last weekend i drove to idaho to visit some friends. it was much needed. i was desperate to get away! even if it was to idaho. i had to drive by myself, but i actually really liked it. I find roadtrips to be relaxing. of course, i took pictures to document the lonely drive...maybe i will post them later...

here is one of h&m--

this is getting too long, too much time has passed!

i will be better.